this-girl's-life

2009-10-06T09:40:00.000-07:00

feeling mixed;
dont ask me why cos i seriously don't know.
feeling :

anger
distraught
regretting
happy
fake
confused
lost
moodless
swollen

my heart now 'like got big hole'.
very hurting.
mmm, im trying to get over these feelings soon.
be going to gym later to relieve it.
anyway, this song playing now is very cute :D
ok laa
daa...

2009-10-06T08:17:00.000-07:00

work was super fun just now!!

was with linda and joey.
& today is like the so called "opposite word & action" day.
what happen was i told them that: "I ALWAYS CAME LATE FOR VERY WORK".
i was like WTH SIA!
what shit is this?!
my sentences are all Corrupted?!?!?!!
the next thing linda started to burst out laughing first.
then they laughed their ass out!!

Just after that, while laughing,
she suddenly tapped her backbone & told me that her stomach was in pain.
& i was like WTH?!?!?! ur stomach is at your backbone????
that was utterly hilarious laahh babe.
hahaaha!
i laughed till i sat on the floor!

and while linda was laughing her bloody ass out about her silly-ness,
and me, laughing like nobody business on the floor,
joey tried teasing her by shaking her toes, saying she's feeling DIGGY.
konon nye kaki dier tuu kepale dier, tgh pening ahh.
and i was like WTH?!?!?!?!?
DIGGY?!??!
JOEY WAD THE HECK YOU WANNA DIG??!?!
ITS GIDDY LAAA SEH!
hahahhahahahaaa!!!

that was so freaking funny laaaa.
silly-ness of us, one after another.
fucking hilarious!
hahaha!
i enjoyed my day today!
hope you did too.
:D

2009-09-30T09:56:00.000-07:00

Smiling is infectious

You can catch it like the flu
.
Someone smiled at me today
,
And I started smiling too.

2009-09-29T09:50:00.000-07:00

breakfast with mr H. early in the morning, at wcp :D
then catch a movie: PHOBIA at jp.
thanks for the happy day, h. :D

(P.S: sorry you had to rush for work & didnt had a good sleep since ytd)

2009-09-25T03:52:00.000-07:00

I find that the girl in this video is wierd. dont you think so?

i just dont understand, you've got kidnapped and then still can sing calmly to her?? wth?!
& the ending, i seriously can't help it! muke tak leh angs pe.

2009-09-25T03:28:00.000-07:00

it's really not easy for me to commit for the next one.
this was a heavy blow for me.
I need time, to improve my weaknesses, regain my loss and more.
Thanks for leaving me dying here, IDIOT!
argh!

Anyways, i want to concentrate on getting this!
Much more worth the thoughts of thing of a human!
which one ehh... hmmm..
*keep surveying*

2009-09-23T04:10:00.000-07:00

LIFE STILL HAVE TO GO ON.

2009-09-22T12:33:00.000-07:00

SICK AND TIRED OF MY LIFE NOW!

life is so unfair,very.
sometimes i wonder what's the reason why i was born.
Im still finding the answer cos till now, idk what i'm suppose to achieve in this world.

2009-09-22T11:06:00.000-07:00

I'm starting a new me. I hate myself for my past. Cos whatever used to happen, is enough!
Therefore, i'm starting a new blog for myself.
Now my life, its just ME ALONE.
Heck care to whatever happening to me.
I dont give a fuck!
Told ya i have enough of everything.
I'm putting an end to it.

& yea..
i used to say to hell with guys!
and i really mean it this time, REALLY.
i had enough with some of them who call themself a guy BUT they;'re just a freaking ARSEHOLEs!
my heart has been hurt over and over again.
You people just don't know how to appreciate girls.
Heres some things for you people to read and THINK what are you doing now is healthy and good?

Things to call yourself A MAN :

learn to appreciate others.

please & make the girl happy: for at least a day

don't have to give different lame excuses daily

take the INITIATIVE to even text or call your gf even though how bloody busy you are: cos things like this, would at least make her smile.

don't say 'i love you' if you don't mean it

show your love if you really do

to at least tell your gf what's happening around you no matter; so she feels that she's aware of it

don't be so EGOISTIC & expects everyone to understand you; some may but not all.

give at least attention to her; pamper her well.

Like; play with her hair,
a peck on the cheek
& especially when she CRIES, be automatic!
Cos your job is suppose to console her and not saying
"don't have to create a drama and scene" even when it's not in a very open public
you fucking people must know that we women has a soft heart; very sensitive; once hurt, you'll lose her love even more, trust me.

settle your problems & don't prolong it

respect a girl, no matter what

don't have to put an act for the times when you're woo-ing her NOR the short honeymoon period; the sweet and happy moments;

Cos it simply shows you're a such pathetic pretender asshole!

don't you ever play a girl heart; having two girls in mind. *ape?! korang fikir kite funfair pe sial?!* tell me how do you actually love someone when you have only one heart? *da tau answer bilang aku* -unless you undergo operation, i can understand that.

though you're very busy with whatever projects, don't ever forget that you have a gf, who existed in your life. like i say, at least a text will do her happy.

- NO MATTER WHAT, SHE'S STILL SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE NOW-

RELATIONSHIP: has never been oneself but two to make it work. don't always blame the other party cos you shared the blame together; that's why there is a

Soulmate;to have a deeply personal relationship